For the last few days I’ve been wondering why SM’s visitation was so different. I’ve never experienced a spirit present itself like that. In the past they show up in my dreams – never in real life.
But in analyzing this visitation, what I saw that was different is only how I choose to pereceive it. See in the previous visits I’ve choosen to call then dreams or visions, never choosing to consider them to be my reality. I guess you could say that I was in denial that this is my gift. But SM’s visitation was real!
I realized that this is not the first time that the spirit presents itself in a physical way during waking moments. For example in Valmi’s Visit she presented herself as a light energy (aura) in the corner of my room. I chose to say that there way no way that I could have been awake and seeing this. And since it was at night and I woke up from sleeping, I chose to call it a dream.
Im my mother-in-law’s visit, the spirit was a physical breeze and the scent of her favorite flower, the violet, showing up in the middle of the day.
So in SM’s visit, what I experienced was a light energy. This time it was real! I was in a public event; many people around & I saw his soul’s energy leave his body.
I’m starting to accept that it will present itself in so many different unexpected ways.
What there is to do – just accept it – and honor it as the gift it is!