Oh Boy! I thought my “Moment of Synchronicity with SM” was complete when I had my FaceBook.com interaction with RT the other day, but I guess not….<\/p>\n
Today I got a call from TR. She wanted to talk so I scheduled a time to talk. I should have know! Every time SM shows up – it’s for TR! Sure others can benefit from my interactions with SM, but ultimately it’s always for TR.<\/p>\n
Tonite, TR & I got a chance to talk. She is in a space of disempowerment & was not sure if she “can go on without him.” I listened to her for a bit & then all of a sudden I get this feeling over me! <\/p>\n
As she continues I feel her disempowerment and could not continue just listen. I had to say something & SM’s words just rang out! SM\u2019s words were still in my head, so I just said them: <\/p>\n
\u201cYou do have problems & your circumstances are not great! but guess what? It’s time to let go & learn to live! Your problems are this tiny compared to the magnificence that you are! You are a creation of the great universe! Honor yourself as such. . .<\/p>\n
go on with your life & honor your greatness!”<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
Wow! I never imagined me saying that – so directly – to a grieving widow! <\/p>\n
“It is time to allow SM to rest in peace & time for you to live your life. Not as a widow, but as a woman who needs love & wants to share love! You are hanging on tight, afraid to let go… He is here with us because you are afraid to let go.”<\/p>\n
“Please, let go. . .<\/strong>”<\/p>\n
The silence could be cut with a knife, as the saying goes. But she was still on the line. . . She didn’t hang up on me, so something must have rang true for her!<\/p>\n
“So you think I am holding him back?” She asked. <\/p>\n
“No, not holding him ‘back’ but hanging on too tight to the sorrow.” I replied. “See, the only times he comes knocking is when you are suffering – so it’s surely possible that your grief & longing for him is that strong.”<\/p>\n
“I have a suggestion. . .” I told her.<\/p>\n
“How about letting his physicality go, but keep the love you two had as a memory and use that memory as a prop to lift you up on days that you are down.<\/p>\n
“When you’re feeling down & think that you can’t make it, them call on that love & the strength of your memories to keep you going. . .<\/p>\n
Just one day at a time, for now.”<\/p>\n
“OK, I will take that on!” she replied. <\/p>\n
Something seemed to change in her voice & a certain sense of peacefulness seems to fill her soul.<\/p>\n
We continued talking for over an hour of things she would like to do. And of sharing that she would like to experience, of love she would like to feel again.<\/p>\n
SM, it has been a crazy ride interacting with you, but I think this may be the last time I hear from you. It’s amazing how you kept showing up for TR and thank you for the privilege it has been to be your voice. You were a great mentor, a beautiful soul & now shine brightly, like the diamond that you are, out in the universe…<\/p>\n
Shine on, you crazy diamond!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"