{"id":148,"date":"2006-01-04T09:00:00","date_gmt":"2006-01-04T09:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/psolis.com\/dreamscapes\/?p=148"},"modified":"2006-01-04T09:00:00","modified_gmt":"2006-01-04T09:00:00","slug":"roadblock-on-the-side-of-the-road","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/psolis.com\/dreamscapes\/2006\/01\/roadblock-on-the-side-of-the-road\/","title":{"rendered":"Roadblock on the Side of the Road"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Here I am! I have to make another Wednesday call to my SELP coach. I don&#8217;t know what to say to him. I am stuck in my descansos project &#038; he is going to tell me &#8220;Not again!&#8221; The program started on Dec 3rd and here I am a month later &#038; I am still in the same place. What is my roadblock? What is stopping me from doing my work for this project.<\/p>\n<p>First off I do like my project &#038; I am inspired by it, but it is in my speaking to others that I run into troubles.  I seem to be bringing with me sadness &#038; negativity. Typical reaction is &#8220;Why would I want to do a SAD project?&#8221;  &#8220;Why don&#8217;t you choose another project?&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>I am not clear on my direction\/intentions for this project &#038; it shows. I am a fraud &#038; it shows! In the Advanced course I distinguished my act that I lived by to be &#8220;I can&#8217;t do it so leave me alone!&#8221;  This declaration seems to be back in full force &#038; they see it! But worse of all I am letting it stop me &#8211; I cannot do that I need to get past this.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"entry-summary\">\nHere I am! I have to make another Wednesday call to my SELP coach. I don&#8217;t know what to say&hellip;\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/psolis.com\/dreamscapes\/2006\/01\/roadblock-on-the-side-of-the-road\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &ldquo;Roadblock on the Side of the Road&rdquo;<\/span>&hellip;<\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[19,28,30],"class_list":["post-148","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-death","tag-descansos","tag-selp","entry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/psolis.com\/dreamscapes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/psolis.com\/dreamscapes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/psolis.com\/dreamscapes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/psolis.com\/dreamscapes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/psolis.com\/dreamscapes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=148"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/psolis.com\/dreamscapes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/148\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/psolis.com\/dreamscapes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=148"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/psolis.com\/dreamscapes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=148"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/psolis.com\/dreamscapes\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=148"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}