A really crazy moment of Synchronicity showed up for me today!
This afternoon I went to Kinko’s (sorry FedEx – I’m old school & I have fond memories of it as only Kinko’s) and scanned a document. The lady behind the counter assisted me & saved it into my thumb drive. I paid & just went home, thinking nothing of it. At home I open my thumb drive & there is nothing there! WTF!! don’t tell me I have to drive back & complain & then just get it rescanned – what a pain in the ass . . .
This has been a hell of a week! So many things going on that are disempowering – I don’t need this shit!
As I am about to close the drive, I notice a hidden folder called .Trash – ah-ha she must have dumped a first version . . . Sure enough there is a strange files called $61g617l.jpg & its an image file. I open it up and . . .
It’s SM & he is looking at me over his glasses – His face is seen thru two fingers that are pinching as if to signify small. His look is as it was when he used to coach me!
Yes! it is just a picture of him – but he has that ‘about to coach me’ look.
This is how he shows up for me.
I never knew that picture was on my drive & don’t even know who took it, but here it is in a folder that never existed on this drive.
In that moment I hear SM’s voice in my head saying
“Heck you’ve got problems & circumstances that are not great – but guess what? They are this tiny compared to the magnificence that you are! You are a creation of the great universe! Honor yourself as such. . .”
They are this tiny . . . just keeps ringing in my head all evening.
So at night, after everyone has gone to bed, I go to sit at the computer. Finally found the document I was looking for – it was on the drive after all – I swear, it was not there before!
It is now 2:45 am & I am ready to go to nude celebs bed. I turn off the monitor & am about to turn off the lights, when I hear that voice again & I get a sudden urge to go checkout Facebook.
Yeah FB @ 2:45am go figure ! ! !
I check posts & to see that no one is online, when all of a sudden I get a chat box open up with a friend RT. We chat about stuff & I ask him “You seem pissed – whats up?” As he shared of disempowering stuff & how he still loves his ex, I get this sensation & it takes over me. It types “You are bigger then you know & just honor yourself as the true greatness that you are.”
He does not reply for a bit – I image he is as shocked as I am with what came out. Then he replies with, “but . . . ”
I interrupt his typing with “honor yourself & give in. Surrender to your greatness & just know yourself as that and be that!”
Again he pauses & then he replies with “where did that come from & how did you know that I am really dealing with that? It is strange, but I got this strong urge to go on FB & there you were!”
God was working both ends to make sure the message gets delivered!
I truly don’t know how that occurs! Synchronicity is all I can say! Ever since SM passed, he shows up for me with a message he wants me to deliver. I just get that feeling – can’t explain it – can’t resist it either! It has to be delivered on its own time & way. This time the message was for RT.
Funny, but it’s always with an e-file picture of him. This is how SM shows up for me.
God you amaze me every time with how out of the blue things just are aligned as they need to be.